I'm way to different to give you my whole life story because this is the first blog post, however I would like to share with you what's going through my mind this evening
It's that awkward moment when you realize your getting dressed up to go to the super market because you're have reoccurring dreams about the kid who works there
That awkward moment when you can't figure out why youre having these dreams considering you only had one class together last year.
That awkward moment when you know you're choking your mother with the perfume you sprayed on the car ride over.
That awkward moment when youre poking your head around every aisle to see if he's there.
That even more awkward moment when you're making up excuses of why he isn't there.
And then its that awkward moment when you realize even if he was here that your chances are zero since your chubby nerd of a sister is with you.
After it's that awkward moment when you realized you'd probably be too timid to speak to him even if he was there.
So it's that awkward moment when you grumble back out to car with your cake mix and frosting, but then ponder the thought that maybe it's for the better since your hair is not it's best at the moment
The awkward moment arrives when your blasting "Sail" on the radio an signing the few lines you know in ASL that you had googles on the Internet
Then it's the very awkward moment when you feel like Marry Ann beating a blood red batch of Red Velvet cupcakes which you'll probably end up devouring because you're a failure at love, and right now cupcakes are your very best friends.
